Musings of an insomniac.

So here I am at 00:40 a.m writting this on my phone.                                                                               Anyways the reason i'm writting this ? well today, i read this list over things that girls should know about guys (http://felixker.com/love-relationship/99-facts-about-guys-that-girls-should-know/), and there were a whole bunch of comments, and all thee guys seemed to sweet, and were agreeing with it. Reading the comments i coulden't help but think ''Why cant I find a guy like this ?'' I mean it's no secret that my 'love life' is nonexistent. I mean, are guys only that sweet on the internet, or have I just been extremely unlucky in meeting guys ?                                      
on another note  :  i feel like i'm the only one currently  not in a relashionship.....i mean, i try to convince myself i don't care. But i do, not because i want to be in a relashionship. But after getting mentally abused my dad as a child, i need constant confirmation that I'm good enough....so  when i can't get a guy/girl i begin to question myself ' am i good enough' ' am i doing enough to get into a good college' ' am i being supportive enough of everyone around me'. then being the people pleaser I am doesn't help. I honestly don't understand why everyone wants me to be a politician when i'm such a pushover....i think journalism would be so much better for me. Partly because i want to write more than talk and personally because, when i write, i feel free. I don't have to see peoples reaction to what i'm writing, i don't have to worry aboout people agreeing or disagreeing. I just write. 

MOVIE REVIEW 1 ~Grave encounters

Let me begin by saying Happy new year.....Crossing my fingers and hoping the world doesn't end this year.

Anyways, today I had the immense pleasure of watching the movie Grave encounters.

It was a good movie, no doubt. The plot was a little unoriginal.

Directed by the Vicious brothers. Yeah, I have no idea who they are & I could find nothing  about them. Except they wrote, directed and edited Grave encounters.

The movie begins with a producer saying that this tape was found, there has been no editing blah blah blah. We've heard it all before. The movie continues on and we see the group of investigators checking out the location & really the next half hour is just messing around, setting up equipment and faking stuff. Finally the crew is ready to investigate. They lock the doors from the outside & then the action begins. Oh how it begins.

I don't have any big complains....except some people died that shouldn't have.

I suggest this movie for anyone who loves cliche ghost hunting movies and are over the age of 13 (though my 10 year old sister watched it)